to love one's life a few times?

 To love one's life a few times?

for him and her, only once.

is also a spring and the grass birds are flying season. Gardening as a career, he arranged specifically to give yourself a month's holiday. He came away from the city of ancient forest in the mountains, you want to learn from the purest natural aura, to enrich his own creative source. Walk all the way, shooting all the way back to his nature, as into their own attribution to the general, he was so excited, my heart filled with pure joy.

day dawn, and he got up early and want to capture the mountains in the morning. Air was filled with moist atmosphere, are magic also true, such as a transparent veil of mist, like the entire mountain. He heartily shot, but it also did not know how far away, the earth has been sleeping at dawn faded shirt, the eastern sky early blossoming floating Xia, indicates that the sun is about to launch. He came to an open green grass, almost knee-high grass to the green was almost dripping water drops. While the soft spring breeze blew, the green sea of sparkling Green Wave lot of attention, layer upon layer to the distant spread. Follow his camera away. Suddenly, he caught such a beautiful photo to the picture: In the patch of green in the world, one wearing a pale pink girl in national costume, sitting bluestone, the right hand in front of the easel brush light painted, her skin like winter snow generally white, slightly upturned mouth, Yang Chu smile slightly, then pat the spring-like eyes as clear, bright and clean, with hair flying in the breeze, the soft spring light projected on the back of her, she was like a fairy tale magic of light enveloped the princess. He was intoxicated, in the heart cheering, and quickly adjust the digital camera, taken down into his soul that a beautiful picture.

filming finished, he would regret it, because he felt he was too reckless, and without my consent after shooting the girl is a kind of rude behavior. So he decided to go forth to explain to her. She apparently engrossed in front of paintings, completely unaware of just happened. He took the initiative to greet her, and his words with a sort of apology. She looked up in surprise, it seems did not expect his arrival, but quickly restored in the calm of her face, beckoned him to go on. He looked at her face, in fact, people commonly known as the beauty she can not be considered, but there is a Chaochen refined beauty, so that he produced a wonderful feeling. She saw him staring at her stupidly watching, silent, his face thrown up a slight blush. He knew, realized his gaffe and immediately apologized to her and tried to explain what he wanted. She said do not care, just do not want him to their photos made public, she asked him to promise. He looked into her eyes, that which bears a trace of melancholy, a little helpless, and numerous requests. He nodded earnestly, and the first time a girl had ever made a deep commitment. She smiled faintly, like a blooming white Lotus.

of her sight again moved back to his paintings, but he could not move his feet away - he was fascinated by that picture. White paintings on paper, a green grass dripping with dew, seemed to dance in the wind, it was so full of vigor and vitality, to demonstrate the glory and beauty of life. Realized that he has not left, she turned around looked at him, smiling, bubbling springs that look like, streaming into his heart. This time it was his turn embarrassed, and blushed to the neck root. He immediately from the convergence of their embarrassment, to change the subject and said: It's a grass alone, especially ah well! She laughed lightly, a bit agitated and said: Because I like the grass, like the kind of it can enjoy the growth, it is admirable and admired how ah! She then has a slight hint of sadness expression, murmured: beautiful flowers, although there are temporary, but can not escape the fate of fast fading, and its vulnerability to life hurts.

hear her answer to a simple and full of flavor, he suddenly felt faint look on her behind, hidden so that he can not foresee many stories, that story, perhaps with a deep sadness. He liked her smile that did not dye Qianhua, he wanted her and laughed. So he changed the subject, Let's talk about her own gardening, photography, and travel some interesting way. She really laughed, and has been a favorite with his smile, tell him to listen intently.

When the sun shines a little bit of micro heat in the body, she seems a bit tired, because her spirit became a little bit low, and even seems a little shortness of breath, a trace of worry crossed his heart. By this time, she apologized to make their own the home, and sincerely thank him for his company. He said goodbye to her courtesy, her easel on her own, and slowly walked to a circuitous mountain road, away in the end of the road. He watched her walk from the back, was a little light loss.

sunset hours of the day, the day he took his own photographic journey, are going to find families settled overnight. The next section of steep slope, he a reel, to hurt his ankle Wei. He tried to get up, but he failed. While he was this anxious time, a burst of vigorous thought behind the footsteps. He turned and saw an old farmer carrying a basket. The farmer looked at his eyes, immediately understood the Ba Jiufen, they looked to come to his wound,Discount UGG boots, he discovered that the farmer's basket full of herbs. His foot was a bit heavy, so he enlisted in the house by night the farmer, the farmer was enthusiastically agreed, and helped him walk slowly down the mountain. When they reached the village, the sun had disappeared in the sky, whereas the smoke slowly rising, circling, and finally dispersed go through. Suddenly, he shines: his left hand in the opposite, a man dressed in national costumes pink girl back to him sitting on a large bluestone and stare at her in front of the trail. His heart seems to be what touched it.

farmers march to go: got up and smiled, saying: Qu Bo

seeing this, immediately introduced:
he came forward, held out his hand: Coincidentally, Xiao Yu Chen and blue O'Young to actually live under the same roof as her who Qu Bo Qu Wen called another place to live with female teachers. A slightly old courtyard, four adobe tile plus a more spacious main room, blue living if Xi and Qu Wen a, Qu Bo who lived on the opposite side, the other two were used for miscellaneous kitchen and stacking materials, large main room used for classrooms, then dump front of the house as a playground. Later he learned that Qu Bo is the only medicine the village teacher, his wife had gone before him years ago, and no children below the knee. As a result, Qu Bo took the initiative to their hard earned contributions to the three out of the house, as the village school. Another female teacher is out of the village's first students, in order to repay the home upbringing, voluntary return to their villages to support education. For her - Blue O'Young, his understanding of the still small. Because the village people only know that she came to the village a year ago to support education, and poor health, frequent illness, the other about her circumstances, Qu Bo, and who seems to know more female teachers more, but they seem deliberately concealing something.

Xiao Yu Qu Bo morning was arranged with the same room, he had just arrived and did not give their lives a great deal of volatility. Qu Bo to give him the medicine after the deposition, then finishing the herbs come from the basket, QU Wen responsible for preparing the dinner, the blue side of the stove if Xi is next to boil the herbs do help the side to Qu Wen, Ze Cai, light a fire. Dinner is simple, light, but very tasty, Xiao Yu Chen is probably too hungry, eat particular incense. But sitting across from a big bowl of blue O'Young drinking herbal, almost no longer Dongkuaizi.

he tentatively asked: I just with the tonic. Although the mind in doubt, but for courtesy, he did not ask any. After dinner, everybody seems to have tired after they wash their rest from. God

everything seems clever, deliberate arrangements, that stagger as if Cupid's Golden Arrow, carrying a shot in the seeds of love Xiao Yu Chen, spend the night with him, the seed also In his heart field quickly take root. Although he met with the blue O'Young a few days can be used to calculate, but, Xiao Yu Chen felt familiar to her, she seems to have a sense for his attraction to her every move affects his every nerve . He likes to see a little of the morning she led the children to do morning exercises; he likes to listen to her melodious recitation; he only likes her figure active in a group of children, like her kind of transcendent calm when alone; he not only love her warm, pure smile, her deep heart was touched by melancholy ... ... In short, he seems to be gradually falling in love all the blue O'Young. But when Xiao Yu Chen aware of it, his heart breeds doubt, melancholy mood. Because he felt that all seemed to just his wishful-sided, blue O'Young still like the acquaintance of his friends as polite, like a pond, not the slightest waves thrown up; he always felt she seems to come from outside the village place, and about his whereabouts can not match one of the world. Xiaoruo Chen's mind filled with too many uncertainties.

Two days later, Xiao Yu Chen's fully recovered from a foot injury, it seems that this is his time to leave, but his heart is not filled with words of sadness. Thus, Xiao Yu Chen made his first impulse decision ever, he wanted to rest for a few days twenty volunteer teaching. He hoped that through their own, let the mountains do not know their children are well-known photography, gardening, football, to the children about the outside world. When Xiao Yu Chen

publicly announce his decision, to win everyone's cheering, including blue O'Young. Blinking her big eyes asked: His decision to support education.

the days following can be said that Xiao Xi Yu Chen and Blue if a best time of life. In the bright morning, the children's morning exercises in the figure added his strong and; the classroom, in her leadership, a scholar Lang Lang, the playground, under his guidance, the children excitedly, running in the folder with joy laughter, and sometimes their eyes will inadvertently intersection, and a laugh; quiet night in the mountains, the children sat around him, listening to him talk about things in the outside world in the novel, and she is also quiet side to listening, but if immersed in a world of their own; Sometimes, he would camera on those lovely children capture their look, and she was supported from the easel, pen describe her in front of the screen. Full of curiosity, he often squatted beside Qu Bo, Qu Bo in the pointing, the identification of various herbs and their configuration; Sometimes he would quietly stay beside her, watching her light a fire, Aoyao, but also try their own hands do, but he often smoked with tears in her smile at him ineffectively; were alone, they talk about his photography, her paintings and poetry, mountain children, natural areas, etc.; in relation to or ideal of life, she always looked sorrowful, melancholy face, and he gave her jokes, breaking off anecdotes, until she laugh. In his spare time, she took him to the wild outing. Colorful flowers against the background of their happy faces; eyeful of the new green intoxicated with their hearts; pound, they are chasing each other spring record figure. Sometimes she sat in her favorite bluestone painted grass and let him see the painting, he is taken with the camera field next spring scene depicting her with his eyes; sometimes, she was tired, he fell on an easel open, he then took off his coat and gently draped over her body, and then looked like a sleeping capacity of her children; at home, she often lethargic, and he persuaded her, carrying her walking in the beautiful sunset She is like a light feather, quietly fell on his broad back. ... ...

One day in class, she suddenly fainted, cried the children were scared and screaming, he flew in the past, she picked up on the floor, she was so thin, like a careless falling from his arms, watching her look sickly, and his heart to the slightest sudden painful, it is the experience he had never had pain. He asked stunned Qu Wen to the side, she only replied sadly she just fainted because of severe anemia, and lie in it will wake up. He has stood by her bedside, holding her thin hand tightly at her fear that she might disappear from his eyes. The moment she opened her eyes and saw his sad face, a slight smile, shed a tear to his eyes.

Qu Bo came back, the things that she fainted, then headlong into the pile of herbs, she began to dispense with the side he continually asked the drug configuration. Qu Bo told him that in her prescription, there are very scarce herbs blindly important because it often grows on cliffs, very difficult to pick. He silently the words of the Qu Bo in mind.

next day, he decided to follow Qu Bo herbs in the mountains. Go very far, he turned and saw her still afford to lean on the door. He knew her face with a trace of positive depression, or the tears streaming down his line. He took a deep breath, stepping around a solid pace to the mountains. Road in the heart of his meditation: if Xi, waiting for my return, I hope he is happy that people give you. Herbal medicine is really difficult to adopt, half a day later, he and Qu Bo is still not able to find the taste of the precious medicine. Continue to emerge in his mind the scene when she fainted, so he told himself again and again: Can not be discouraged, for her. With this belief, according to Qu Bo's description of him, like strikes, like soldiers everywhere to find, finally, finally, such as Qu Bo said, they found the edge of a cliff, herbal taste. Happy like a child as he laughed, leaving the body of the basket, they try to adopt a cliff wall of herbs. Several times, he slipped, even Qu Bo is worried for him to sweat. He was still like a child, a smile will adopt to the medicine show Qu Bo to see, it is not a big common beam.

evening, he and Qu Bo rewarding experience. He sat at the entrance to the village saw her on the bluestone, he gently Huanleyisheng, she come back to, stare at him, eyes fixed in his being cut skirt, two lines of tears down her face , drops in on his heart. In the dim oil lamp, she stitch to mend his clothes, not the last part of speech, not even looked up and saw him. He was a bit puzzled.

led to his confusion is that from the next day, she seems to leave no stone unturned to avoid him, do not give them any chance to be alone. He is not a solution, it will tell Qu Wen own doubts, to seek her help. Which he got to know the answer is: If you really want her to be happy to get out of it. His heart thump a bit slightly, surging from the heart, strong anxiety, as if his heart mess involved. After thinking he felt he did not do too much to do, the only thing certain is that she has untold difficulties.

Indeed,Bailey UGG boots, let her know she was happy after his biggest desire, he does not want to be the source of her pain, he thought, he must clarify this matter. That night, Peter and Qu Qu Wen were all something out, as she prepared to take the opportunity to put himself into the bedroom, said he, catching her. And she does not seem very reluctant, according to the meaning of his sat, her face look calm, calm him a little scared.

he gave you an inner peace, and looks at her eyes, said: clear it. Then she came out, his hand holding a charming little wooden box, and then, still sat back on her stool. She took a deep breath, long and said: I even spent my life in a wonderful time that I have forgotten my life path. So when I suddenly awake, I feel great inside to fear - I can not face you, But I really 不忍心伤害 you. hesitated for so long, considering for so long, I think I can not further delay, I do not want to give you more damage. - I want to say is, I already have destination.

slender ring finger to show him his own glory, let him have the dizzy feeling, but her words still hit his heart: joined the People's Liberation Army camp, and I want to really do something, they came to this mountain to support education. I cherish my feelings between him, but your presence has been a slight change my mind. I admit, you and inviting a person, you can bring the person you love happy. maybe he and I separated for too long, your presence I got some sort of consolation. but maybe I was too lonesome for his sake, I with you, my mind is full of him, and it makes me kind of deep sense of guilt. So, I can not lie to myself, can no longer hurt you, I hope you can understand me. > He heard her say so much at once, then he so shocked his heart, he will have a feeling of suffocation, until she stopped, he was a little to set the state of inner peace, Lile Li thoughts. He suddenly laughed, smiled and said: answer, but her anti-calm expression, his face solemn, seemed to tell him everything she said unquestionable fact. Smile on his face gradually disappeared, he went to her, crouched in front of her, still staring at her eyes, said: : That night, the mountains of the cuckoo crow all night.

him after thinking, still can not believe her, feel that behind his unknown secret. So he and Qu Bo Qu Wen to verify, the answer actually is: if you really love her to leave. Despite a warm spring, Xiao Yu Chen is a sudden feeling of cold, snowy, freezing him with the blue O'Young everything in between. He thought he had no reason to stay. In the day before leaving, he alone came to his place first met with her, his beloved camera, put into the metal box, buried in a patch of lush green grass in the.

next morning, before leaving, he found her, remains to be looked into her eyes, she did not avoid, is still in pairs. Xi his lips move, you want to be full of words to her, but could not say how. Finally, he laughed, like a spring-like warmth, he would let her into his arms, clinging, such a sentence would be blown into her ear: !

in the long course of years, many things will be swept away by the tide of time, and eliminate the last traces off; However, there are too many things can take time, experience, settling for the memory of the pearls. One year later, although still in the original Xiao Yu morning walk on the path of life, but still think of him often and Blue O'Young together those days, permeated with the sweet sorrow and grief. He was worried about her body, but also like to know her in the end have a loved one with her hand in marriage hall, he wondered whether she was happy. A couple of times, he even kind of go back and look at her impulse, but eventually gave up, he did not want to disturb her love life, though he remains skeptical.

is still spring, in a sunny Sunday afternoon, he gave himself a cup of thick bubble tea, holding a favorite newspaper, sitting in its own balcony, enjoying the warm afternoon. Suddenly, his eyes were fixed in the newspaper a picture, the picture askew into his soul - a year ago, he was first taken to see the blue screen when O'Young. Touched his nerves again, quickly browse next to the text. Moment, he feels earth shattering, as if to hear the voice of their own broken heart - it is a mountain of praise to support education, died young female teacher communication, the hero is blue O'Young.

of premature death, He could not believe this fact, and immediately packed up and went to the mountains he cherished.

Lawton to run around after several days and nights, he finally arrived. The memory of the village remains as old as he would like to see the old her. However, when he entered the yard tall, he knew it was his only hope - the middle of the blackboard next to the main room, he placed her picture taken askew. Him a limp body down. Qu Bo Qu Wen and apparently did not expect his arrival, saw his first sight can not help but drop a tear. Until we all calm down, told him the cause and effect Qu Wen.

she had called the blue O'Young, born in the city, a working-class family with a twin brother. Probably because it is twins, her deficiencies, small frail. But they live in a family of four very happy, the parents and brother looked on her as a baby-like love. She grew up is a clever and well-behaved people, and everything was excellent, particularly gifted in the drawing area. Unfortunately, in her twenty-year-old that year, she was diagnosed with leukemia. Family doctor to help her around, but obviously the reality is that this disease can not be cured, all efforts are just stalling for time. Also well aware of her own, she did not want to burden their families, a waste of money and energy, than family because of her illness worse day by day, while living in pain. So, just graduated from university, she took ill and left the house and found this small village to support education and want to make their value the last time of life that passes. To keep family found her name for the blue O'Young. When she first came, and do not want to tell the truth, until she fainted the first time, Qu Bo diagnosed her illness, she confess to you. Therefore, we are taking care of her, Qu Bo is also moving with the child to her ancestral dispensing, to help her control the disease. Although known cure for hopelessness, but also see through the end of her own, the mood becomes calm, but she is still full of longing for life, so it has to continue to draw the resilience of grass. She lived a life so calm the last years, until the emergence of Xiao Yu Chen.

he is like an angel sent by God to give her life energy into the final, bringing her most holy love, to make up for the deterioration of her life, so that she can completely finish the journey of life . His enthusiasm, his kindness, his simple. His obsession, so he was covered exudes a charming atmosphere that she had broken the silence of mind. Think of their lives coming to an end, she could not help but feel a moment of fear, she could not release their feelings. She wanted to escape to the arrow of love, but it can not escape. His deep love, she broke the last line of defense, and they both fell in love. Time with him, warm, sweet, happy, it was the last paragraph of her life in the beautiful scenery. But every time calm down, she can not help but cry because of their situation. Ups and downs, feelings of depression is difficult to repatriate her condition, that she fainted again.

the collapsed like a wake-up call, remind her of the terminal towards the time of life. When she woke up, opened his eyes the moment he saw the bed, she wanted to show his favorite smile, but drops of tears, the heart of the pain from the thought of her defeated a strong heart. Watched him go to his own safety despite the herbs, from which she is sad, because she could not bear his deep love. In his sight, in addition to her tears, and life has no strength to fight anything. That helped him finish the sewing pieces of rags, she still decided to cut Qingsi sword. She would rather let him temporary pain, do not want to make love he can not get complete, and she was about to leave this world the face of brutal facts. Therefore, she requested and Qu Bo Qu Wen's help,UGGs, the morning train lies: the ring of her mother, that is an heirloom to the family, not only the transfer of male female, carry around the time she left home ; photo handsome man who is her fellow brother. She knew, his tenacity and clever will not believe your own lies, so she finally can only be an invaluable asset for her use of his holy, selfless love. Indeed, she succeeded, succeeded in convincing him. That night, the mountains of the cuckoo chirping the night, she lay on the arms of Qu Wen tears until morning.

recorded before he left between them bit by bit the camera buried in the place where they first met, did not expect but was behind him, she dug out without him in the side, camera at least with her all through the rest of the time. When he left holding her,UGG shoes, uttered the phrase engraved on her heart, she looked into his eyes more to say three words to him ah! But she can not! But can not afford, as she hoped, as he left, not even looking back, look behind him bitterly watched him, she burst like a flood of tears, submerged her broken heart sinking .

day without him, her condition deteriorated sharply, even to alarming proportions. Physical pain, psychological pain, with her family, his thoughts consumed her remaining life. Sober, she always took the camera, looking at him again and again photos taken of her looking at his eyes; or she pulls out his own album, page after page to look at him under her pen; or supported V In the table, a little bit of their stories to write in Notepad on the ... ... her body all the energy into tears soaked years of the last paragraph of her life, that most of her life stream of tears. Three months later, she was certain death, take the time, actually smiling face with his favorite, but his eyes still hanging drop of crystal tears.

Several months later, her parents actually found a small village, called to see her called Blue O'Young, after understanding, they determined that they struggle to find her more than a year daughter, her mother learned that she had died after the fact, immediately collapsed to the ground. As they found this place through the media, her story was quickly made public, the major media coverage, so Xiao Yu Chen can see the news about her. Wen Qu described

finished, Xiao Yu Chen has been like that dumb like sitting there, the only signs of life there that is constantly falling tears his face. Qu Xi Wen during his lifetime if the blue book, camera, notepad before him, one by one he read mechanical, and finally opened it in Notepad, his read this sentence: She painted the one next to the shimmering grass.

he came to her burial place, that piece of green grass they first met - which is told she lay dying in particular, the tomb of the grass should be taller than the surrounding lush. He bent over the tomb, the Qinghuan her, but unfortunately separated yin and yang, perhaps the only way to reconnect with them is that the tears continue to penetrate the soil. Know her, he shed tears up his life. A few days later, Xiao Yu Chen left the small village, he will be pictures, camera, notebook left in the tomb next to her, because that is their love of two people of the world, they belong there.

back to reality, Xiao Yu Chen was not depressed, he is still walking in their own life trajectory, but all the love of his stay in the past, but kept her love in my heart, he wanted to bring It has completed a full life for her. In the spring of each year, they met that day, he would come to her graveside, downhill from early morning until sunset, then quietly sit on the day.

Three years later, he and one other girl he married seven years. Girls love him, is a typical wife and mother. He knew he could not give her love, only the best care of her, make her feel happy, so they live in the eyes of outsiders is unusual beauty. Another spring, he met with her that day, his daughter was born. He was holding newborn daughter, tears, a small village in the direction toward the knees, the tears fell on the newborn baby soft face, and that was after he left a small village, the first tears.

he redoubled care of their daughter, but even more grateful to his wife, and therefore more is to love her in every possible way. Daughter to be able to run away his age, birthday on the day after her daughter took her to the hearts of the small mountain village to visit her. Until his daughter asked him why he knows when he will tell her story between them to listen to, and mutually agreed not to tell his wife and daughter also was very clever clever, never going back. But, in his heart, for his wife's guilt in the deeper layer by layer.

time of one's life is but a small angle, Xiao Yu Chen blink of an eye through the set of seven dozen. The more old, aged past the more churn in the minds, so, his mind constantly emerging picture of him with her, miss her more earnest. He finally fell ill in the fall of that moment, he seems to feel free, you can do something bound to follow her to earth. Survive without the desire to end his life quickly. On his deathbed, his daughter beside Kanle Yan, Yang Chu a smile on his face. And turned his head and looked to hang on his hand, constantly weeping wife, he resorted to the last bit of energy, and said: His wife broke down in tears and said: eyes. According to Xiao Yu

the will of the morning, he was returned to patch of green grass, and blue O'Young buried together, the soul of love from two finally together as one.

love in the end is what? Many people are looking for, whether love, if Dawn?