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[[[when that wall to become an indispensable part of life when I realized that my life should be a slight change in the .]]]< br> they work, and it is the week Friday afternoon's work, for most people, this means that there is a next two days off work to relax and rest, and for me, the next two days of emptiness, loneliness and boredom.
look at the rise of around the office next door, is already a little Liao, and this is a state-owned enterprises, while the Life Festival in Shenzhen city Minato relatively fast, this unit is obviously the nature of some of the real state-owned enterprises, the operating mechanism of the old and the management team struggle makes this already in development stage companies falter even more in this scenario, the majority of its former employees lose passion, the work is completed it, but by no means perfect.
call a few friends and students of the phone, not what overtime is prevarication entertainment, estimated do not know where to go because of who they are, and which also are acceptable, after all, we are all twenty-six-year-old man, and not only the situation The demand is also of the demand, reluctantly turn off the computer, tidy desk, I like clean and neat office environment, so my messy desk never to be not the slightest, as I like a woman, without the slightest defects.
in this city is full of desire, a person is alone, abandoned by a woman who has just been more lonely, but lonely people is shameful, and I was this disgraceful man, wandering in the night the soul of the streets of Shenzhen. I fear the coming of night, the day I Shangqie can compile this code, state-owned flats, tone program, as long as I'm not so Chen Lun, I will do this kind of work a very full, very nervous, but every moment of work, I suddenly could not find the direction of the soul, helpless people and looking at each of the different expressions greet you leave the office, machinery to respond to everyone, I have to consider How should I place this night been.
leave the office, in fact, little more than six in the evening before, not because of hot summer night to come and cut that seems to be a hot struggle before dying, you should severely extract all the sweat the body, and in fact, how could it, tomorrow is still a hot day, tomorrow you can make people a little more sweat. I am a span of the person, who is also a love sweating So I do not like hot summer, but I like in this hot summer to see a woman, because only in this season, the women will exert the stops to show his body build, the more hot weather, they wear more is thin, so I can identify her what color bra today, and also about her measurements to the visual, you can even look on her touch again, then there can be several of my colleagues on the dinner table conversation. looked around, happen to be next to the large company's workers after work, which most of the production line of migrant women, most ages are between 16 to 20 years old and do not know what time, I is already good at identifying these so-called working girl and the difference between white-collar women, the working girl's clothes and makeup are generally incompatible with their age, these migrant women blurred eyes and unintentionally to the world's Discovery will reveal her identity. their life is extremely simple, three shifts per day, in company dormitories and canteens, each can also get the 1000 to the end of the wage element, or perhaps to the Wal-Mart East Gate of the stall to purchase some to re-start the next month the same life, they do not work under pressure, they save on the thousands of dollars a year as long as the home for the holiday can be, and working years, to find a boyfriend to the age of marriage to a wife, mother.
I do not know how many people have asked the same question, bell a habit hard to give it life, they will not really from the grief out. sex often comes with love, nature, sex and love life will become a habit, when love's gone ruthless , of how to solve, it seems can only be Mom just put your neck forget born! Johnson met at the network, that time I was in graduate school graduate, living in Shenzhen companies to do a graduation project, students can imagine how everyone lives, except for an occasional look at issues related to playing with things, to meet the on title, medium-term examination of what, most of the rest time is wandering on the network.
is wandering in the Internet age, I inadvertently add to the charming friend, when she was a not very Heilongjiang well-known students of Teachers College sophomore,Bailey UGG boots, she is actually not a girl who loves the Internet can be said that the network was still a rookie, she just broke up with her boyfriend, she is simply to fill the empty void of time before the Internet and exclusion and I add some kind of order to her friends, but also to take care of some kind to enlighten the other side of the network, even when I do not know that person is male or female, who is a ghost. But after all my time on the network are many, basically her to the Internet several times a week I could touch her, more is to coax her happy, make her laugh, and I may be the same at that time and several this and that girls chat, but chat and Johnson is not the same, let me, the network has been lost in the direction of the real people slowly approached to the surface, I do not know, may be a potential The magic of her bar.
Later, she repeatedly told me she considered the phone number of quarters, it was a night for the first time shaking to a call friends, the first time I heard the distant sound of Johnson, her first tone I heard out of the northeast faint accent, I hear, she switched to standard Mandarin, after all, the Department of Chinese students to listen to the sound Daoye Hao, the first time the phone is very simple greetings, her hometown Harbin is the city where my university, a city I am familiar, however, that night, I can not sleep, suddenly met with a feeling of hate night, I suddenly felt the lives of their own insipid sun should be slightly and the hh
again after the rain, on the network and phone to talk to more together, more than six months, is already the advantage of being two people, daily life, the link seems to be indispensable to each other part of each other made a photo album, she is the kind of petite girls, looking at her picture every day, in fact, I found I had to like her, but I dare not reveal to her, because I was inferior, and in reality I'm a different person with others, network, and I can be talking about the phone, but in reality I was ugly, so I do not know in real life, how to face her.
period Color of the time did not last long, I more and more of this charming fantasy intertwined with my own sense of inferiority in mind, let me into a gray life, the 2003 is also very hot in June, 2003 I thought again and again in June, the end of my real situation I told her the phone that night we talked for four hours, her dormitory laundry room crying mess, I let her generous to consider, I say no matter what she did I would respect her decision, and only I know what I was saying when my heart is bleeding. she wept still more, and I can do is to make their own the grief of the pharynx to the stomach, as far as possible to stop her choking cry, the night has been deep, two in the morning when the phone did not hit the power, excitement Jiao also eased before the end of the call, but we know that No one slept all night.
next time, I was depressed for a few days, but finally I persuaded myself, and I made a real me, I own a real person to a show they like I think I was great, think of where I felt my sky suddenly see the light, perhaps only in real life most people would be in the ease of it. Since I talked to Johnson my true situation, I would insist on not give her a call and send text messages, and rarely online.
soon, Johnson's summer vacation, she leave a month, I think this holiday just to make her think about it carefully.
slowly I began to return to my former life; slowly, I went back to the network; slowly, I can not find the network self-hh
holidays, she had once sent me a message, But I did not return.
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2003 year in July and August, there is no contact with Johnson gluey and return to the network, I went back to the previous state of life, more than a dozen hours a day wandering on the network, QQ has become invisible from the original status on the line.
column suddenly I was a stranger message: The message has been tediously familiar, and certainly is a boring friends, I went back to the message: should be thinking through QQ, used to see.
. Master Foreign Language Department, and Johnson know in my first friends before, but between us there is a little intricate relationship, it is also her understanding of the network, but more awareness of the Johnson several earlier months, plus one at random when I talk through a friend, in fact, I do not believe she was what students and so on, but because much talk, and also that she said was the truth, but also a system which is very good a student, as if what the Minister of student art, and I happen to be active in various activities the school for what she said these things, and I are well aware of, so give her a lot of things proposed, and she is repeatedly tested repeatedly cool to me doubly worship.
Then one day she gave me a message saying QQ, to come to Shenzhen to do what social survey and asked if I had no place to live, I went back to news that some place to live, whatever years, was living in the school, we rented a house there, many houses are empty, so to a few people live there is no problem. A few days later, another message said she was nine o'clock that night train to Shenzhen, then we no cell phone, so she told me what day the package her back, what kind of clothes to wear, and told me her trips, I saw this message when I'm eating dinner in the laboratory lazy to go online time, was still wearing slippers, sweatshirts, look at the table had more than night at seven o'clock, I've never seen friends, not to mention just a chat with friends for two months, but do not know look like, I hesitated for a long time, indeed did not want to go, because I can not get rid of the inferiority of my heart and my dual personality, and I know people will know that I am a very outgoing personality, talking about the people, but for me the first time people I know to be quite cautious and shy, especially in front of my beautiful girls even more so.
but after all I've promised to help her find a place to live, no matter how fear and hesitation, I think I should still be a trustworthy person, even though they had just thought she was talking about it, time is very tight, from Shekou to the car to the train station more than an hour, I can only up off.
I'm out of the train station of Guangzhou-Shenzhen mouth, holding the one filled with brilliant son and a backpack-style paper dress, wearing slippers and undershirt silly standing there, each of the station with the same people will cast a glance my eyes glances. < br> more than nine, when fewer people have to go slowly, but I have not found the crowd brilliant child, I worry that she has not stood out and I did not see her, rub the hands of the paper, I ready to withdraw, and Suddenly, a long hair fluttering, light pink dress, red shoulder backpack girl in my view, is the kind of temperament and noble, in fact, I know her heart is the brilliant son,UGG boots, but this when I look and this girl is too disproportionate, and I dare say hello to reach out, but now the station a few official duties in addition to the station staff to just me and her, I can only use his eyes to glance sideways at her, But she clearly has been moving in the direction I came.
You, Yan son? because I do not know that she will not see me like this that I am brother of migrant workers.
, to take the bus. I feel that the scene should be like a Miss Gao Guide porters hired me because I have too much surprised to see street eyes watching us.
bumpy bus nearly an hour, we chatted for a few in the car just a few lines, I think she must be hungry after I took her off to eat KFC, and led her to finish the dormitory had been nearly midnight, and I arranged for her to live in my dorm, I am holding my students to look for another blanket to sleep.
next day, we will chat more up,UGG boots clearance, lift last night I went to the station to meet her look awkward, she said that no Arab, it is true feelings, so I will put away, that night we went to a movie theater south of oil, I remember it was South Korea's In fact, the huge movie theater less than 30 people watching.
watched the film to the late night, the park, dormitory late, after she arranged to go to my classmates I still sleep, just a few of my classmates playing cards, they know one of my beautiful friends came to ask me on the do not, I said no, they say I am not a man, but also ideas that I return to my sleeping quarters, said the students have been here I No place. in their instigation, I really came back and knocked on my door of his dormitory, Yan child is still watching TV, I said I have no place to sleep there, the students, I do not know what when I lie look, for the first time a woman lying.
Title IV
right? to one o'clock and more.
As you so serious?
You have to listen, not allowed to tamper with. not a bad man, but I do not think I was what a noble person, I'm tired of that self-righteous girl, Yan son agreed to sleep with me I did not ecstatic, since she can sleep so easily and I together, can also sleep with other men, even without the casual and sleep with other men, I do not like this girl thinks a lot of confidence, if I was bad, I think tonight Yan My son will be defeated under the mercy of.
brilliant son go to the bathroom to shower holding pajamas, and twenty minutes later she came out dressed in pajamas with her, the long hair still wet, In the dim light, this time more Xiande Yan Zi charming, I think just out of the bath is the most attractive woman, because she is a clean start, Waterlilies should be is a woman described this time, this When a woman is the man most can not resist temptation. brilliant son walked me to the shower, I'm afraid to stay too long inside the room will be impulsive, rushed into the bathroom to bring towel, I shall to the lowest temperature of the water heater, unscrupulous scouring my body, to drive away the devil in the flesh, after ten minutes, restless heart was died down, out of the bathroom, brilliant son has been off the TV, got into his own bed quilt, she The next is another quilt ready for me, I rate the light machine, into his own bed.
I can not sleep, I know, brilliant child is unable to sleep, I ventured Yan hands to stretch inside the child's quilt, she did not object, I have more guts, and just I quickly drill down to the inside of her bed, gently hold her in my arms, I felt in my clear and carried her in my arms in that moment her body was trembling a little, she said: . I kissed her hair, slide into her ear: the direction toward the wall to sleep on their own, I have not experienced is not a sexual person, I know a little bit of how to mobilize the passion of a woman, and my hands began to walk in the brilliant son of the chest, her half-hearted, I kiss her hair, a little bit tender kisses her neck, kissed her ears, the ears are particularly sensitive sub-Yan, the moment I met, she is excited, Yan child is no longer resist, I hands have been untied the buttons of her pajamas and no bra, in the hands touch the brilliant child that is not much of the breast, I know my body has responded, swallow the breast is very flexible, I can feel the nipple is very small, I think it was pink, I started to rub breasts brilliant son, her response was clear, her legs began rubbing back and forth, I took the opportunity to turn over her body, and my twin have taken advantage of snout lip lips a brilliant child, and her teeth have to resist me, I slowly forced open her already moist lips closed, under the guidance of my two tongues entangled together, Indeed, the brilliant son and will not kiss, I gradually began to believe that the swallows had said no, and slept with boys, and boys do not kiss too.
Yan child has significant shortness of breath, but I hesitated, I'm afraid is a brilliant child girl without sex, although we have a common language, but in my deepest heart I have not put her as my mate choice, my thoughts wandering back to the time seemed brilliant child to reality. Suddenly she whispered in my ear that they want to see my genitals, I say this as a good-looking, which clubs have never seen in her insistence, and I stumbled, I reached to turn the lamp, in fact, I wore a triangular pants, I grabbed her hands in my underwear, because it already has response, her hand touched the sticky secretions, and immediately drew back, and she put my my little brother underwear pulled a carefully watched, read up and go to the bathroom, said Yan child wash your hands, and I awake a lot. I heard the sound of tap water heater, I know that Yan son in the shower, ten minutes After she came out and said let me go take a shower, which I did.
Flush shower came back, the swallows have walls for which positional clothes, and I returned to reality, in Yan sub-side to lie down, holding her across the clothes, do not know when to hold both of them slept.
woke up the fifth chapter, is already more than seven in the morning, lazy Yang Yang is the sun shines through the thin screens is not my big bed, I do not know when, brilliant son and I have a hug and sleep, my arm seems to have been a little numb her pillow, watching still sweet sleep her way, suddenly felt some of this girl really cute, do not look her in action on the appearance and independence, in fact, she also needs care and concern. long hair is a bit messy, and I light light along with your fingers to tease her, inadvertently, she slowly opened her eyes to see me, at first surprised, then quickly got up and went to the bathroom.
thing I remember last night, it should not happen not only did not happen, I was also brilliant to the eyes of prostitution was a child, self-deprecating smile, after all, is the first time such a passive to a girl to show my most intimate things.
Yan child wash finished, I also to wash, we have returned to a normal day.
afternoon to drive away the brilliant son back to school in Shenzhen.
evening, met in the QQ, Yan son. She says I'm a good person She thanked me for not doing anything out of the things she said she was fearful, and said she learned to thank my boys a lot. I'm depressed, how do I accidentally had another good person? I accidentally on how become a people living specimens of the physiological class? I just said, after her Do not they have to pay attention to what people believe, she said she had an idea.
thinks I hate this child, I know now why she had no boyfriend, no one talk to her friends, boys less than a week will leave her because she was so good, she was too confident, a woman can only use the delicate and tender conquest of man, a man needs is gentle and lovely girl, a man should be to protect the care of girls, and children do not need all this brilliant, all-powerful inside her students in the class there anything they want, not what a boy can stand got it all, and she seems to have got used to this kind of a person's life, accustomed to the strength of this alone.
So, I did not take the initiative to re-contacted and brilliant son, and so Guowanchunjie, we have With cell phones, Yan child in the QQ, her mobile phone number I stayed, as a courtesy, I also left my her, but we have never over the phone, this time is to contact me and more Johnson period of time, so slowly began to forget the brilliant child.
desk burst of rapid ringing of the phone to me from the memories of erotic child back to reality, hastily answered the phone, take a look at the computer screen Several messages have been sub-Yan message,UGG bailey button, ask me to work, points to the Huaqiang North, I looked at the table, there is an hour off work, I thought, why was a friend, people came to this city, At least I should ask people to dinner, I went back to the news that six thirty I Huaqiang North, next to her in Maoyebaihuo KFC waiting for me.
I arrived on the Huaqiang North, Yan and other children are KFC I am, I found her looking for things that we have been in place here, I do not have any words, quietly sitting opposite her.
today's brilliant promoter and first met nine months ago, is somewhat different, hair cut a few, appears to mature some, a casual dress.
point I like to eat her.
asked.
I sneered.
know why she will these changes did not ask, I think if she had wanted to tell I would say, perhaps mature, grow up.
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